I hate bad days. I am lucky, and don't have many of them. They do, however, come around every once in a while and I truly dislike them all the same. They cause headaches, significant amounts of sleepless nights, and pathetic moments of self loathing. Totally unnecessary if you ask me. Yeah yeah yeah.... we've all heard it before. "Bad days make you appreciate the good ones even more." Well, I would appreciate the good things in life without having days that I avoid mirrors, my cell phone, and wish my brain had an off switch. I'm a very appreciative person in general. Bad days just make me miserable. Not all that appreciative. Maybe it's a lesson I have yet to learn.... but an unwilling student seldom absorbs much it seems. My bad...
You know what I've found to be a fairly effective cure to bad days? Cooking, Aleve, loud music, and enjoying a good hobby or two. Sure, friends and family can help too. But if ya'll are like me (which I'm sure you are more so than anyone would want to admit) you tend to want people to say only what you want them to say on your off days, and let's face it... they seldom do. So a little TLC can really do the trick. Get a pedicure, do your own nails, pluck your eye brows, sketch, jump on the bed and dance down the hallway.... crazy what simple things can do to turn your day around.
I've also stuck to focusing on upcoming things as well. For instance, my birthday is on wednesday. My 21st birthday to be exact. And that is quite exciting if you ask me. Now if only all the people were here that I needed to really celebrate.... oh growing up. So bittersweet.
The FSOT is coming up too. Kind of stressful actually. Quite possibly the biggest test of my life, and I would really not like to fail it. But if I do, the world won't end. Hopefully... haha. Luckily, Steveskies is taking it on the same day. WIN. Now is only we could study together and actually take it together. Teleportation device por favor???
Oh life.
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